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Sorry for not posting for a long time, was busy with all the things happening.

Recently, like just last month, I was feeling so tired physically and spiritually and stress from exams. This question has been popping out in my head during that period of time 'Why Am I doing All These?' and 'Where is God leading me to?' So I just decided to take a break from the stuff I was doing like Youth, FNS, Badminton, Guitar lessons and so on... My purpose is to just look back at what I have done and look at the bigger picture because I got so cought with the things I'm doing, it has become a 'routine'. I saw the warning signs already so I thought I'd better 'Fall Back' and also to get some motivation, my purpose right and passion back.

So during the month of break, I was still stress with my piano practical grade 7 exam that I didnt get to finish all my other homeworks. But still, I felt God saying just hang on. So I was like 'Ok, I'll hang on during this period of time.

After the exam which was at the end of June, I realise that during this break I've learnt that basically your daily time with God is very important because that is where you find strength in everyday and I was just reminded that it is 'He' that is important, not us. Honestly, this year is the worst year I ever had...hehe... because it's so hard. Now I'm still searching for more...